Love, laughter and life ......: Memories

Thursday, 3 April 2008

Memories

OK ..... I admit it ...... I am losing the plot !

That infers that I had a plot to lose, but moving on .......

....... nights are endless, the quiet and lack of any conversation is hard.

Are those voices in my head real......?

I have arrived at the conclusion that the the one thing I miss from a relationship is ...... Sharing.

Today when I woke, I missed Zappa just a little more than usual and was angry at myself for avoiding getting a puppy 18 months ago. It was the wrong decision. I arrived at work and started setting up the Clinic for the day..... looking through old notes, randomly, there was a photo of Zappa!

June arrived and unexpectedly asked for my house keys ...... when she handed them back the key ring had been replaced by the end clasp of Zappa's lead!
Yes I totally lost it, crying for a wonderful friend I had treasured!

I have regained composure and the day moves on.

Life is a precious gift, one day there will be someone special to share this gift with....... I hope.

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About me

1. I was born on July 29th
2. That makes me a Leo
3. And a monkey.
4. I live in Edinburgh
5. I am a second child and the baby of the family.
6. I am married to a handsome man.
7. I have four sons.
8. I was born in New Zealand.
9. I graduated as a nurse and a midwife.
10. I came to Scotland in 1980
11. I prefer to be barefoot.
12. I can do more than 1 thing at a time
13. I love autumn.
14. I drink too much coffee
15. I can be very stubborn.
16. I worry too much
17. I love to read.
18. I prefer hard back books
19. I love trees.
20. I practice Shiatsu
21. I love energy work
22. Especially during pregnancy and birth.
23. I hope to never stop learning and growing as a person.
24. I am the godmother of Abbie
25. I am fascinated by Zen
26. I can’t sing.
27. I can be a real pain in the ass.
28. I often laugh.
29. I’m extremely loyal to those I call my friends.
30. I always pick the side of the underdog
31. I have 2 cats and a dog.
32. I used to be in a drama club.
33. I can’t cook, but I love to try.
34. I love really hot showers
35. I have a sister who I love dearly.
36. I miss NZ but would not want to live there.
37. I prefer to write with black ink over blue.
38. I prefer to use a fountain pen to write.
39. I don’t like funfairs
40. I like walks in the woods with my man and my dog.
41. I like foreign language films
42. I can be a bit of a slob.
43. I have had my heart broken too many times.
44. I love poetry
45. I will always be a little kid
46. I still believe in Santa
47. I can feel past life energy in places.
48. I’m getting older
49. I love champagne but I shouldn’t drink it .
50. I have never been on TV
51. I am1st Kyu in karate
52. I won medals for kata & kumite
53. I’ve never been stuck in an elevator.
54. I am not as fit as I would like to be
55. I’m still undecided about what I want to be when I grow up.
56. My first marriage failed.
57. my best friend made me redundant
58. I admit when I’m wrong.
59. I’m a sucker for a cuddle.
60. My middle name is Ann
61. I have had a licence since I was 15.
62. I love spicy food
63. I’m also addicted to Chinese food
64. I try to put others before myself
65. My favorite color is blue
66. I want to learn Italian if anyone offers to teach me.
67. I have a few very very very very close friends.
68. I used to love red wine
69. I love the highlands of Scotland
70. I don’t have a favorite song
71. My favorite movie is Dodgeball
72. After watching it a zillion times, it still makes me laugh
73. I need reassurance.
74. I love my work as a Doula
75. I love walking in the rain
76. I love to see the stars
77. I love Eddie Reader’s music
78. Secretly I love Christmas
79. I’m proud of all of my sons.
80. I will win the lottery one day
81. I want to be remembered.
82. I have not got a will
83. I do have a dream
84. Well more than one
85. I want to travel with Allan
86. I want to live without stress
87. I want to break free
88. I want to die before my children do
89. I’m a morning person
90. I love to hear storms outside when I am safe and warm by an open fire
91. Wish I could play the piano
92. I have a many-faceted personality
93.I love walking on the beach.
94. I can be extremely clumsy
95. I love to dance.
96. I crave sweet things
97. I’ve dabbled with drugs.
98. I am afraid of drowning.
99. I make friends easily
100. I’m fun to be with